2nd Anniversary & A wonderful gift...

Sometimes we meet people and they change our whole life and sometimes you know that the minute we meet them. Well my love story started a long time ago well maybe not that long ago but when your a 14 year old girl that one minute of the cute guy talking to you can mean so much and like I've always said I feel in love with him the third day we started dating. Today we have been married 2 years and honestly they haven't always been the best days and we have defiantly had our trials this past year, but I am very blessed to have someone by my side after all the things we have been through. I fell in love 8 and a half years ago and at times I still can't believe it. He's the only person who knows me sometimes a little more then I would like but none the less he does know my heart. He's my best friend who I can always talk to or vent to or just lay my head on and say nothing at all. He just knows exactly what I need. I love him dearly. Something about today is just so special to me it wasn't filled with flowers and candy and presents, but something so much more meaningful to me his love. Sounds so cheesy but so true maybe the emotions but today I looked at him and remembered walking down the aisle to my future. The guy I promise to love till Death do us part. Most importantly making that vow to good to honor and obey him.

One of my favorite pictures of him.

Jesse Magana you were put in my life for a reason. I love you so much and am so proud of the person you have become. I pray for a 100 years of happiness together. I love our love story I love that I've been dating you since you were 13 I love that when I look at you I know you love me and our daughter more then life. I love that you always put our needs and wants ahead of your own. You have truly lived up to the title of a good husband. I love that I know you would try everything you've got to keep our family together...I'm thankful every single day for the sacrifices you make for this family. I love you so much Mr. Magana.

I don't have many wedding pictures on my laptop...

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Yes!!!! Can you say best anniversary ever?....

Since the miscarriage we weren't supposed to try until having one complete cycle and since the miscarriage was a little rough both emotionally and physically we listened and waited. Last cycle was February 18 I believe but I'm sure my body still wasn't back to normal since I have not had a period since then and after taking maybe a test a week no positives well until last night April 1, 2012...

The line was so faint I decided not to get my hopes up and it was a cheap test and brand I had not heard of so I waited until this morning our anniversary to take a second test and sure enough I got a positive. I am so excited even with the miscarriage just a few month prior I just feel so relieved and excited. Of course a part of me is still nervous but for the most part I feel so much better. I know God has a plan and I am not the one to question it. I just want to keep thanking him. Its kind of a surreal feeling for me but I'm sure once I see that heartbeat of the ultrasound screen most worries will go away.. One thing I am so thankful for is my family and close friends.  Besides my husband my younger sister was the only person who I told yesterday after taking test number one I had told her not to get to excited since it was a faint line I wasn't sure. Well this morning I  had to call her to give her the good news She was so excited. I wanted to keep it to ourselves for a few weeks until I could get to the dr. but my husband is excited I mean really excited I haven't seen him like this in a long time. Hes like a child he wants to tell everyone lol. So this morning I called him and he said "hurry and tell people because I've told people already".. I just said ok babe no one else ok" Well... on my lunch at work I call him and he tells me he just told my grandparents.. So I immediately call my mom I couldn't leave her out of the loop. They have all been so happy you can just hear it in their voices it makes me feel so much more excited that I have this wonderful support system of people who love us and truly just want us to be happy.

 So looks like our immediate family and closest friends received this wonderful news with us. for the rest of the world meaning work and facebook I want to wait a few weeks.

---> If I had a facebook I would have told everybody-Jesse

---> I just have to tell someone-Jesse

Mommy- Millie guess who's gonna be a big sister like jazzy?

Millie- me!? {smiles huge}

Mommy- Yes! How do you feel about that?

Millie- I love it

awwwww.....

I'm so excited for this wonderful journey ahead of us..