The Random Post of things I wish I could post about!

For some weird reason I'm going crazy today. My laptop decided it didn't like me so everything I had planned to post today will either have to wait until my laptop is fixed or I'll have to post from my phone. I usually will start to post from my phone then go online to add pictures. Today has been a crazy boring day I've been home all day alone while millie is with her grandma and Jesse is working. Boring! To top it off I've used almost all of my 4g internet on my phone so I will either have to stop checking birth boards and Facebook ever 5 seconds or use 2g ugh!! I finally decided on a day that both me and hubs could make it to the drs together so I call and no answer and again and again and again... I was a little obsessed on making my appointment today, but the lovely office had other plans. I think I will try again! I'm getting just a tad bit anxious to find out how far I am I hope I'm further along because it seems like 40 weeks is a lifetime away.. I also decided I would pay for a 3d4d ultrasound like we did with millie, but this time I want to do it earlier to find out the sex! You can go at 15 weeks but I'm thinking 16.. doesn't seem that far away if I really am 7 weeks. Let's hope! Ok so I won't get to post all the pictures of Gianna  like I would like to since umm the laptop refuses to work with me at the moment but I do have to say she is beautiful. So so beautiful all 8lbs 11 oz's of her. She has the cutest little rolls on her legs and beautiful big slanted eyes like her momma. I just couldn't help but stare at her. Her big cousin millie met her yesterday and loves her already. She asked me to show her gianna's neck so I say ok look she then says she doesn't have a button on her neck mommy lol.. she thinks everyone needs a button. Silly girl. Little girls such blessings!

We also went and got a car yesterday I love it was more spacious for our growing family. Plus its the car I've been wanting since forever. I feel so thankful...all in all its been a good week.. now if only the lovely rain would stop... 

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Easter

I love Easter. Love it. I was a little bummed this year since I had to work I didn't get to go to Church. I love Easter service. To know someone loves us all so much that he took all that pain and died for us is amazing. I want my children to grow up knowing that's the reason we celebrate Easter. Although I love the bunnies and chicks the real reason behind Easter is so much more powerful.

We celebrated Easter this year at my sister Corina's house we usually just have our small family. This year she had her in laws over which one of them is Millie's godmother and one of my best friends and couldn't forget my goddaughter Laila. It was nice having the girls together and this has been the only Easter since Millie was born that it was nice and warm for some reason it always rains. I didn't get to many pictures but here are a few.

** And by a few I mean a lot lol

I got Millie ready for the day a little early. Here she is as we left the house. She's such a sweet girl sometimes its hard to believe. She was so thankful for her basket. I'm glad she had no idea I didn't put one candy in it. I was sure she would get some and sure enough she did.

It was so bright out every picture of these two looked like this eyes half open.

I really think my sister Delilah would kill me if she knew I posted this picture. She would not let me take one of her. Here's my mom sister and brother..

My beautiful Jazzy & Millie chasing bubbles....

I can't believe my babies are so big.. I remember the day I brought Millie home and Jazzy was a little jealous. I had to give her lots of love and attention, but now Millie is her baby.

Millie blowing bubbles and my niece Serina in the back..

Serina sometimes I look at her and I think wow this girl is big. She grew up so fast.

Mari & Andrea hiding eggs. It was also Andrea's Birthday...

I love this picture. They were all a little lost at first.

The girls getting eggs. They looked so cute makes me think of next Easter will we have two Little girls or a girl and boy hmmmm....

Then the big kids came out... Her they were a little lost. The older kids did help them.

I think all the pointing at eggs was just confusing Miss Millie lol...

My beautiful girl

She couldn't reach the egg. & I'm pretty positive my husband put the egg in the hole. He was hiding them on the roof and in trees...BOYS!!

My goddaughter Laila and brother Junior..

Someone was upset her egg was broken..

This girl is my sunshine look at that face...Someone asked me on Sunday if Millie was always this happy and nice. Yup that's my girl. She really is a ray of sunshine. It must have been all the times I sang her "you are my sunshine" while I was pregnant.

my beautiful goddaughter and daughter aren't they adorable

All three of my girls..

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When we got home she asked if I could take a picture of her with her Easter baskets and her chair lol. The chair is adorable a little hippo. My baby had a good day and enjoyed everything. It was a nice day and makes me excited for bbq's this summer with friends and family.

I should also be updating soon with pictures of MISS GIANNA who should be here today. My sister is in labor as I type so hopefully soon we will be able to meet her.

2nd Anniversary & A wonderful gift...

Sometimes we meet people and they change our whole life and sometimes you know that the minute we meet them. Well my love story started a long time ago well maybe not that long ago but when your a 14 year old girl that one minute of the cute guy talking to you can mean so much and like I've always said I feel in love with him the third day we started dating. Today we have been married 2 years and honestly they haven't always been the best days and we have defiantly had our trials this past year, but I am very blessed to have someone by my side after all the things we have been through. I fell in love 8 and a half years ago and at times I still can't believe it. He's the only person who knows me sometimes a little more then I would like but none the less he does know my heart. He's my best friend who I can always talk to or vent to or just lay my head on and say nothing at all. He just knows exactly what I need. I love him dearly. Something about today is just so special to me it wasn't filled with flowers and candy and presents, but something so much more meaningful to me his love. Sounds so cheesy but so true maybe the emotions but today I looked at him and remembered walking down the aisle to my future. The guy I promise to love till Death do us part. Most importantly making that vow to good to honor and obey him.

One of my favorite pictures of him.

Jesse Magana you were put in my life for a reason. I love you so much and am so proud of the person you have become. I pray for a 100 years of happiness together. I love our love story I love that I've been dating you since you were 13 I love that when I look at you I know you love me and our daughter more then life. I love that you always put our needs and wants ahead of your own. You have truly lived up to the title of a good husband. I love that I know you would try everything you've got to keep our family together...I'm thankful every single day for the sacrifices you make for this family. I love you so much Mr. Magana.

I don't have many wedding pictures on my laptop...

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Yes!!!! Can you say best anniversary ever?....

Since the miscarriage we weren't supposed to try until having one complete cycle and since the miscarriage was a little rough both emotionally and physically we listened and waited. Last cycle was February 18 I believe but I'm sure my body still wasn't back to normal since I have not had a period since then and after taking maybe a test a week no positives well until last night April 1, 2012...

The line was so faint I decided not to get my hopes up and it was a cheap test and brand I had not heard of so I waited until this morning our anniversary to take a second test and sure enough I got a positive. I am so excited even with the miscarriage just a few month prior I just feel so relieved and excited. Of course a part of me is still nervous but for the most part I feel so much better. I know God has a plan and I am not the one to question it. I just want to keep thanking him. Its kind of a surreal feeling for me but I'm sure once I see that heartbeat of the ultrasound screen most worries will go away.. One thing I am so thankful for is my family and close friends.  Besides my husband my younger sister was the only person who I told yesterday after taking test number one I had told her not to get to excited since it was a faint line I wasn't sure. Well this morning I  had to call her to give her the good news She was so excited. I wanted to keep it to ourselves for a few weeks until I could get to the dr. but my husband is excited I mean really excited I haven't seen him like this in a long time. Hes like a child he wants to tell everyone lol. So this morning I called him and he said "hurry and tell people because I've told people already".. I just said ok babe no one else ok" Well... on my lunch at work I call him and he tells me he just told my grandparents.. So I immediately call my mom I couldn't leave her out of the loop. They have all been so happy you can just hear it in their voices it makes me feel so much more excited that I have this wonderful support system of people who love us and truly just want us to be happy.

 So looks like our immediate family and closest friends received this wonderful news with us. for the rest of the world meaning work and facebook I want to wait a few weeks.

---> If I had a facebook I would have told everybody-Jesse

---> I just have to tell someone-Jesse

Mommy- Millie guess who's gonna be a big sister like jazzy?

Millie- me!? {smiles huge}

Mommy- Yes! How do you feel about that?

Millie- I love it

awwwww.....

I'm so excited for this wonderful journey ahead of us..